I human being is responsible of his life, his children's and family, he desides the class he live and force his family to live, he could take a step to the top or to the bottom and pull down his beloved ones.
RADIANT GUY
Who doesn't like to ride the horses of opportunities and life; he will be ridden like a horse!
Who doesn't like to climb mountains, will spend his whole life in a hole!.
And that's me when I try to be wise LOL
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Showing posts with label Emotional. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emotional. Show all posts
26 July 2006
21 July 2006
Bed time...
I always keep thinking during the bed time (specially latley) about what I've been through during the day or month or the year or maybe my life, sometimes I keep thinking about what's going around the world, others about my family or friends...I have multiple reasons that keep popping up in my mind preventing me from sleeping...
As a result, I am always late on my work.
As a result, I am always late on my work.
10 July 2006
Stairs to heaven
She always said "Tell others about your problems/pain so they don't envy you for a perfect life that you don't really have" .
Yesterday 8th of July 2006, my grandmother passed away (my mother's mother), just four weeks after my uncle's death; my mother found out late night and she was crying until today, my brother and I were staying with her for a while, until it's was 3 AM so I went to bed because I had to wake up early for work but I didn't sleep, I was rolling over in bed until morning then I fall a sleep like there is no tomorrow and I skipped work.
My grandmother been through a lot, her husband (unfortunately the law call him my grandfather) used to hit her and to humiliate her but she didn't care because of her children; when they became older she walked away. And later he got married again to a "SLUT" who treated my late uncle (passed away 4 weeks ago when he was 45 years old only) and my youngest aunt very bad.
May their souls rest in peace, probably they already meet each others, he is her only son; they didn't see each others since late 1980s.
Photo is dedicated to my grandmother Zahrah (Arabic for "A flower") 19XX - 2006, my uncle, my friend's mother and all our beloved decedents.
Yesterday 8th of July 2006, my grandmother passed away (my mother's mother), just four weeks after my uncle's death; my mother found out late night and she was crying until today, my brother and I were staying with her for a while, until it's was 3 AM so I went to bed because I had to wake up early for work but I didn't sleep, I was rolling over in bed until morning then I fall a sleep like there is no tomorrow and I skipped work.
My grandmother been through a lot, her husband (unfortunately the law call him my grandfather) used to hit her and to humiliate her but she didn't care because of her children; when they became older she walked away. And later he got married again to a "SLUT" who treated my late uncle (passed away 4 weeks ago when he was 45 years old only) and my youngest aunt very bad.
May their souls rest in peace, probably they already meet each others, he is her only son; they didn't see each others since late 1980s.
Photo is dedicated to my grandmother Zahrah (Arabic for "A flower") 19XX - 2006, my uncle, my friend's mother and all our beloved decedents.
09 June 2006
Absolute DESPAIR (read me)
We've been told that there is a sunrise after each sunset, but it's seems we always miss it!
We've been told that there is a light in the end of the tunnel, but we've never reached it!
We've been told when a door closes a window open, BULL SHI*!
My uncle (my mother's little brother) passed away yesterday, he is been through a lot during his short life time…Been treated badly by his step mother, his father, step brothers, step sisters, wife, his other brothers and sisters except my mother!
He is a man with a special need (disabled physically not mentally), no body wanted to be around him, everybody was rejecting him. Been living in our house for the last two years but since the last few months he started to be lonely, sometimes he seemed that he was pushing away some kind of invisible bad people or maybe Devils. (Sent by his witch step mother, YES a witch, it's mentioned in the holly book and I do believe in it although no one saw a ghost and that's only because the science couldn't invent the right equipments yet and probably never will).
Anyway the last two months or so, he preferred to be lonely, he just started to obviate us including my mother (his sister) whose been the closest person in the whole world to him…he was ignoring us and locking his room's door.
We didn't found out that he passed away until few days later when my father was watering the trees and he noticed a weird smell!
Wednesday 7th of June 2006, is the worst day in our life, my mother almost had a nerve breakdown, she can't stop crying since then, she is blaming her self and she thinks that she treated him badly, my sister and brothers seemed hopeless, my father blood sugar increased (diabetes).
Step brother and his wife, two step sister, his father and his step mother (most of them I've never saw in my life) came to our house when they found out trying to tear up like they really care!
Step brother and step sister were disrespecting my mother and that's when I lost my mind and kicked them all out, my (so called) grand father is over 70 maybe 80 or 20010 (who cares?!) was swearing, I told him shut up or I would slap you on the face!
They were fighting us in our own house!
My father, my brother and I were kicking them all out while my sister and mother were trying to prevent us (They didn't want us to perpetrate a crime and lose our furure on bunch os bu** holes), I was extremely furious...Screaming get out of here because rubbish such as you belongs to the street you whor*s!
I mentioned many words I've never did before.
As soon as they all gone, my heart almost popped out of my chest, my body was shaking, I couldn't breath, my vision was gone partially (but never told my family about that and thank god they didn't notice I didn't want to cause more depression), and my legs were paralyzed.
I always have that condition when ever I am really mad or really depressed that's why I try to control my self not to reach that point by making jokes of everything and make others laugh if I could (perhaps some flickrists noticed that through my comments and/or photos descriptions).
No one of my family including my mother (his closest relative) went to the memorial ceremony because we didn't want to make a big scene with the others and we wanted him to rest in peace (at least eventually) :(
Uncle "Mossa" 1961 - 2006 (Arabic for Moses)..
May God mercies him and may his soul rest in peace
We've been told that there is a light in the end of the tunnel, but we've never reached it!
We've been told when a door closes a window open, BULL SHI*!
My uncle (my mother's little brother) passed away yesterday, he is been through a lot during his short life time…Been treated badly by his step mother, his father, step brothers, step sisters, wife, his other brothers and sisters except my mother!
He is a man with a special need (disabled physically not mentally), no body wanted to be around him, everybody was rejecting him. Been living in our house for the last two years but since the last few months he started to be lonely, sometimes he seemed that he was pushing away some kind of invisible bad people or maybe Devils. (Sent by his witch step mother, YES a witch, it's mentioned in the holly book and I do believe in it although no one saw a ghost and that's only because the science couldn't invent the right equipments yet and probably never will).
Anyway the last two months or so, he preferred to be lonely, he just started to obviate us including my mother (his sister) whose been the closest person in the whole world to him…he was ignoring us and locking his room's door.
We didn't found out that he passed away until few days later when my father was watering the trees and he noticed a weird smell!
Wednesday 7th of June 2006, is the worst day in our life, my mother almost had a nerve breakdown, she can't stop crying since then, she is blaming her self and she thinks that she treated him badly, my sister and brothers seemed hopeless, my father blood sugar increased (diabetes).
Step brother and his wife, two step sister, his father and his step mother (most of them I've never saw in my life) came to our house when they found out trying to tear up like they really care!
Step brother and step sister were disrespecting my mother and that's when I lost my mind and kicked them all out, my (so called) grand father is over 70 maybe 80 or 20010 (who cares?!) was swearing, I told him shut up or I would slap you on the face!
They were fighting us in our own house!
My father, my brother and I were kicking them all out while my sister and mother were trying to prevent us (They didn't want us to perpetrate a crime and lose our furure on bunch os bu** holes), I was extremely furious...Screaming get out of here because rubbish such as you belongs to the street you whor*s!
I mentioned many words I've never did before.
As soon as they all gone, my heart almost popped out of my chest, my body was shaking, I couldn't breath, my vision was gone partially (but never told my family about that and thank god they didn't notice I didn't want to cause more depression), and my legs were paralyzed.
I always have that condition when ever I am really mad or really depressed that's why I try to control my self not to reach that point by making jokes of everything and make others laugh if I could (perhaps some flickrists noticed that through my comments and/or photos descriptions).
No one of my family including my mother (his closest relative) went to the memorial ceremony because we didn't want to make a big scene with the others and we wanted him to rest in peace (at least eventually) :(
Uncle "Mossa" 1961 - 2006 (Arabic for Moses)..
May God mercies him and may his soul rest in peace
22 March 2006
To the tyrants of the world!
On behalf every mother and father who lost a son or a daughter..
On behalf every girl or a guy who lost a brother, a sister or a friend…
On behalf every wife and husband…
On behalf humanity…
On behalf the late civilians in IRAQ and the WORLD.
To the unfair tyrants..
To the lover of the darkness..
To the enemy of life..
You've made fun of innocent people wounds; and your palm covered with their blood
You started deforming the charm of existence and growing seeds of sadness in their land
Wait, don't let the spring, the clearness of the sky and the shine of the morning light to fool you
Because the darkness, the thunder rumble and the blowing of the wind are coming toward you from the horizon
Beware becasue there is a fire underneath the ashWho grow thorns will reaps wounds
You've took off heads of people and the flowers of hope; and watered the sand with blood until it's got drunk!
The blood's river will take you off and you will be burned by the fiery storm!
You can find more translated songs at my MUSIC BLOG
On behalf every girl or a guy who lost a brother, a sister or a friend…
On behalf every wife and husband…
On behalf humanity…
On behalf the late civilians in IRAQ and the WORLD.
To the unfair tyrants..
To the lover of the darkness..
To the enemy of life..
You've made fun of innocent people wounds; and your palm covered with their blood
You started deforming the charm of existence and growing seeds of sadness in their land
Wait, don't let the spring, the clearness of the sky and the shine of the morning light to fool you
Because the darkness, the thunder rumble and the blowing of the wind are coming toward you from the horizon
Beware becasue there is a fire underneath the ashWho grow thorns will reaps wounds
You've took off heads of people and the flowers of hope; and watered the sand with blood until it's got drunk!
The blood's river will take you off and you will be burned by the fiery storm!
You can find more translated songs at my MUSIC BLOG
18 March 2006
Beat it my bashful tiger
This is my niece; she is 3 and a half years old...She just left with my sister and brother in law to the U.S.A. to perform her third and God willing her last surgery for her little heartHer operation was going to be performed on Tuesday 21st of March 2006, but they had to postponed until Wednesday 22nd of March 2006 because she caught cold :(
06 March 2006
I am a --> GOOD <-- person :~(
Few days ago I was checking someone's photos stream and I commented on his/her photos, That person responded and asked me to add him/her to yahoo messenger.
We had a chat, a very short one then we started talking about music, I suggested to refer some of my favorite songs to that person, and he/she accepted.
So I posted a link of a song and that person thought that I am a hacker and I was trying to mess up with his PC, that's why he/she blocked me on the messenger and flickr, he/she didn't give me any chance to explain.
That made me really sad..
The world is just like a desert, sand and dirt everywhere; yet you can find blooming flowers here and there.
We had a chat, a very short one then we started talking about music, I suggested to refer some of my favorite songs to that person, and he/she accepted.
So I posted a link of a song and that person thought that I am a hacker and I was trying to mess up with his PC, that's why he/she blocked me on the messenger and flickr, he/she didn't give me any chance to explain.
That made me really sad..
The world is just like a desert, sand and dirt everywhere; yet you can find blooming flowers here and there.
15 January 2006
Farewell my PRINCE :~(
I wake up around 9 am to eat something and study a little for my final tomorrow (Monday)…I hate to study and I hate this subject but I have to study and pass so I can graduate.I washed up and went downstairs (the living room) for breakfast, while I was eating I turned the T.V. on and started flipping the channels, until I saw a photo of the prince in full screen size with URGENT news on the news bar, the holly Qura'an almost on every TV channel.
I was really shocked and I didn't know if I still have to study for my next day's final or not.
May his soul rest in Peace : (
NOTE. Photo on the top is a shot (by me) of Kuwait TV channl on 15th of January 2006.
Photo on the bottom is a snapshot of Latifa's official site on the morning of 15th of January 2006.
09 January 2006
Farewell baby :(
Few days ago ;I found out that yahoo - Geocities - deleted my website because I had multiple accounts and for redirecting to another site.My site was created on 9th of September 1999…
There were many articles in some newspapers and magazines about it, even some TV channels talked about it!
It's was kind of popular site, I had over 500 hits a day!
I spent 5 or 6 years developing it and updating it ; and now it's ALL GONE.
It's felt just like my own son, my sunshine.
Good bye baby!
Good bye son :(
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