My weakness

Not really sure how to start talking about this song, I love this kind of lyrics that talks about human feelings in general, other than love and hate, I mean ordinary love songs...This is much deeper, something that could touch every human anywhere...Sometimes I listen to certain songs non-stop when they are released and I'd normally refer to them as my "national anthem"...This is one of them.

The piano in this song, the way she sings, the sigh at 3:08 </3

إسم الأغنية: ضعفي 

غناء: شيرين 

كلمات : سلطان صلاح 

ألحان : خالد عز 

توزيع : نادر حمدي 

Song name: "Daafy" or "Dha'afi" (My weakness) 

Singer: Sherine

Lyrics: Sultan Salah 

Composer: Khaled Ezz 

Mix by: Nader Hamdy 

Genre: Slow Egyptian/ Oriental pop music 

ضعفي بيصعب عليّا 

وعشان عزيز عليّا 

ببعد ساعتها عن أي حد أنا بعرفه 

وبخاف لضعفي ساعتها مني يخوفه 

وأفضل كده لحد ما أهدى 

لحد ما أقوى 

لحد ما أقدر من تاني أواجه 

ما أقدرش أواجه 

نظرة عيون فرحانة فيّا 

الناس لبعض دي كلمة بِطلت 

كان ليها وقت زمان وخلصت 

فيه حد ينفع يقول لحد ما تحس بيّا 

أنا عندي أعيش لوحدي أحسن 

وأتعب شوية من إني أرّخص نفسي 

ولا أصعب في يوم على حد يمكن 

يعطف عليّا 

يا ناس دي كلمة ساعات تصبر 

ساعات تغير 

ساعات تخلي الصبر يحلى في النفوس 

معرفش ليه مستخسرين الكلمة فيّا 

My weakness...

I feel sorry for it...

And because it's so precious to me...

I keep away of everybody I know... 

Because I am afraid that my weakness would scare them off!

And I want to stay that way until I calm down again... 

Until I am stronger... 

Until I am able to confront others!

I can not confront people...

With eyes that looks like it's happy for what's happening to me!

"People are there for each other" is a phrase that came to expiration... 

It had it's own time and it came to an end... 

Is it possible now for anyone to say "can anyone feel how I feel?" 

It's better if I live by my self... 

I will suffer a bit, but it's better than losing my pride... 

Or someone would feel sorry for me... 

Then might treat me tenderly!

Hey people... 

Sometimes one word would give a person enough strength to be more patient...

Sometimes it could make a difference...

Sometimes it could make patience sweeter and more bearable for suffering souls...

I am not sure why are you holding such a word back off me?

The opposite of what they see

I have no idea how many times I listened to this song, it was a top song in 2016 for me, I wouldn't exaggerate if I said that it's currently my national anthem...This kind of songs is rare in the Arab world where a singer sings about his/ her personal feelings, feelings that are not related to love or someone else (examples: "Ya Mryati" by Elissa -  "Sarkha" by Saber El Rebai - "Al Moshtaka" by Assala Nasri and "Efrah Wo Ehlam" by Latifa...Below you can find English translation of the song and the original Arabic lyrics.

إسم الأغنية: عكس اللي شايفينها

غناء: إليسا

كلمات : أمير طعيمه

ألحان : وليد سعد

توزيع : أحمد إبراهيم

و قالوا سعيدة في حياتها و واصله لكل أحلامها
و باينه عليها فرحتها في ضحكتها و في كلامها
و عايشه كأنها في جنة و كل الدنيا مالكاها

و قالوا عنيده و قوية ما بيأثرش شيء فيها
محدش في الحياة يقدر يمشي كلمته عليها
هتحلم ليه و تتمنى مفيش ولاحاجة ناقصاها 

و من جوايا أنا عكس اللي شايفينها ..
و عالجرح اللي فيها ربنا يعينها
ساعات الضحكة بتداري في جرح كبير ..
ساعات فيه حاجات ما بنحبش نبينها 

كتير أنا ببقى من جوايا بتألم ..
و مليون حاجه كاتماها بتوجعني
بيبقى نفسي أحكي لحد و أتكلم ..
و عزة نفسي هي اللي بتمنعني

سنين و أنا عايشه في مشاكلي و بعمل أني ناسياها
و حكموا عليا من شكلي و م العيشه اللي عايشاها
أنا أوقات أبان هاديه و من جوايا نار قايده 

و لو يوم اللي حسدوني يعيشوا مكاني لو ثانيه
و لو شافو اللي انا شفته هيتمنوا حياة تانيه
و لو هحكي عن اللي انا فيه هتفرق أيه.. أيه الفايدة

Song name: "Aks Elli Shaifenha" (The opposite of what they see)

Singer: Elissa

Lyrics: Ameer Tu'aimah

Composer: Waleed Sa'ad

Mix by: Ahmad Ibrahim

They said that she is happy in her life, already pursued all her dreams

And we tell that she is happy, in the way she laugh and talk

And that she is living as If she's in paradise, while owning the whole world

They said that she is stubborn and strong, nothing can affect her
No one in this world can force her to do anything
Why would she dream or wish for a thing, she doesn't need anything

Deep inside I'm the opposite of what they see

May God help her with healing her wound

Sometimes a smile Is hiding away a deep wound

Sometimes there are things we don't like to show

Most of the time I am deeply suffering...

And a million hidden internal issues are killing me...

I wish I can talk to someone...

But my pride holds me back

For many years I lived my own problems, while pretending to forget them

And they judged me according to the way I look and the way I am living

At times I play it cool but inside I am burning like a fire

And if one day those who envy me, put their feet in my shoes just for a second...
And if they "saw" experienced what I've been through, they will wish for another life...

And If I talk about what I'm going through, what difference does it make...what's the point?