16 September 2010

Emotional Roller Coaster

Today I got a messege from a friend, I met her one year ago in the hospital in Germany when I had a surgery in my brain.

It's probably means nothing to you guys but when I watched it; Tons of memories and emotions poped up...I teared, laughed, teared up and laughed again.



Thanks Christine for being a good friend, I hope you'll get well soon Insha'allah :)

12 September 2010

Dove's story

Dove's story

لاحظت وجود حمام يوقفون بدريشتي ساعات الصبح، فققررت أحسسهم بالراحة أكثر...
رحت شريت طاسه و كل يوم احط فيها ماي، لأن الحمام و القطاوه يكسرون خاطري احس ما عندهم مكان يشربون منه ماي خصوصاً ان احنا الجو عندنا نار..

الحين قمت اشوفهم كل يوم الصبح اييون ينطون بالدريشه، يقربون من طاسه الماي و يوقفون على طرفها، بعدين يشربون ماي و يطيرون و ساعات يظلون قاعدين حسب مزاجها بوقتها لوول

لاحظت ان الحمامه البيضا تنفض راسها بعد ما تشرب ماي، عشاج جذيه كله اكو قطرات ماي على دريشتي

I noticed those dove on my window every moring, they just pass by not sure why...Maybe to relax...So i decided to make them feel more as if they were home; that's why I got a bowl where I pour water everyday...I feel sorry for those birds and cats because it's hard to find drinkable water around here since the weather is super HOT.

Now, they land on my window; they get closer to the water and jump on the edge of the bowl; they have some water and take off...
I noticed that they white dove, shakes her head after having water; that's why I have those water drops on the glass :D

08 September 2010

Cool Google

 

Ok I know it's useless thing, but Google is trying to show off HTML5 :D

ادري ان الموضوع ما منه فايده، بس هذي محاولة من غووغل عشان تعرض امكانات اتش تي ام ال 5

07 September 2010

وداعاً رمضان

وصلتني هالقصيدة عن شهر رمضان على البلاكبيري، و مادري اهيه كلمات منو او منو اللي كاتبها...عجبتني وايد و حبيت أشارككم فيها...تلاقونها تحت مع صورة صورتها أول شهر رمضان

Night of Measures

يَاخَيْرَ مَنْ نَزَلَ الْنُّفُوْسَ أرَاحِلَ
بِالْأَمْسِ جِئْتَ فَكَيْفَ كَيْفَ سَتَرْحَلُ

بَكَتِ الْقُلُوْبُ عَلَىَ وِدَاعِكْ حُرْقَةً

كَيْفَ الْعُيُونُ إِذَا رَحَلْتَ سَتَفْعَلُ

مِنْ لِلْقُلُوْبِ يَضُمُّهَا فِيْ حُزْنِهَا

مِنْ لِلْنُّفُوسِ لِجُرْحِهَا سَيُعَلِّلُ

مَا بَالُ شَهْرُ الْصَّوْمِ يَمْضِيَ مُسْرِعَا

وَشُهُوْرُ بَاقِيْ الْعَامِ كَمْ تَتَمَهَّلُ

عِشْنَا انْتِظَارِكِ فِيْ الْشُّهُوْرِ بِلَوْعَةٍ

فَنَزَلْتَ فِيْنَا زَائِرَا يَتَعَجَّلُ

هَا قَدْ رَحَلْتَ أَيَا حَبِيْبُ، وَعَمْرُنَا

يَمْضِيَ وُمَنِ يَدْرَيَ أَأَنْتَ سَتَقْبَلُ

فَعَسَاكَ رَبِّيَ قَدْ قَبِلَتْ صِيَامِنَا

وَعَسَاكَ كُلَّ قِيَامَنَا تَتَقَبَّلُ

يَا لَيْلَةَ الْقَدْرِ الْمُعَظَّمِ أَجْرَهَا

هَلْ إِسْمِنَا فِيْ الْفَائِزِيْنَ سَيُسَجَّلُ؟

كَمْ قَائِمٍ كَمْ رَاكِعٍ كَمْ سَاجِدٍ

قَدْ كَانَ يَدْعُوَ الْلَّهَ بَلْ يَتَوَسَّلُ

أَعْتِقْ رِقَابَا قَدْ أَتَتْكَ يَزِيْدُهَا

شَوْقَا إِلَيْكَ فُؤَادُهَا الْمُتَوَكِّلُ

فَاضَتْ دُمُوْعُ الْعَيْنِ مِنْ أَحْدَاقِهَا

وَجَرَتْ عَلَىَ كَفِّ الْدُّعَاءِ تُبَلِّلُ

يَامَنْ تُحِبُّ الْعَفْوَ جِئْتُكَ مُذْنِبا

هَلْا عَفَوْتَ فَمَا سِوَاكَ سَأَسْأَلُ

هَلْا غَفَرْتَ ذُنُوْبَنَا فِيْ سَابِقٍ

وَجَعَلْتَنَا فِيْ لَاحِقٍ لَا نَفْعَلُ

يَا سَعْدَنَا إِنِ كَانَ ذَاكَ مُحَقِّقَا

يَا وَيْلَنَا إِنْ لَمْ نَفُزْ أَوْ نُغَسَّلُ

24 August 2010

التلفزيون في رمضان


بالعادة ما أحب أشوف مسلسلات عربية أو خليجية سواء في رمضان أو غيره، بس هالسنة شدني إعلان مسلسل عايزه أتجوز مال هند صبري، حسيته فكرة يديدة و خفيف يعني مو نفس مسلسلات الدراما اللي احنا في غنى عنها...

للي ما شاف أي حلقة منه و يحب يشوف أنصحه يشوف الحلقة رقم 13 بسايت أم بي سي.

04 August 2010


Video above was taken exactly one year ago when they finally told me that it's ok for me to have a shower after the surgery, first time for me to be bald since the day I was born...I had to because other wise I'd look stupid :D

Whenever I watch the video, I feel sorry for every single sheep on planet earth :(

الفيديو اللي فوق تصور من سنة بالضبط بعد ما أخيراً قالولي إني أقدر اسبح بعد ما سويت العملية، أول مره اقرع من
يوم انولدت...كان لازم اسوي جذي عشان لو ما قرعت بيكون شكلي قحطه لووول

كل ما اشوف الفيديو يكسر خاطري خروف العيد
:(

26 July 2010

Yesterday, one year ago


ـ اليوم رحت الصراف اللي ورا سيتي سنتر عشان اشتري حبر حق برنتري و قلت مره وحده امر هوم سنتر عشان اخذ ابجوره عشان اللي عندي اختربت
ـ تقريبا لما وصلت 30 متر منه لقيته ظلمه كنت عبالي مسكر لما وصلت يمه كعيت بريك و قعدت اطالعه و لقيته مهجور و جامته مكسوره و بنفس الوقت سمعت صوت سسسسسسسسكعععععع بس ما ركزت وايد
ـ المهم مشيت و انا اطالع بالمنظره و الا اشوف سيكل على الارض و يمه واحد مكود و صوت سسسسسسسسسكعععععع اللي سمعته كان صوت عظامه و اهيه تحك القار لووووووووووووول

03 June 2010

Today, a year ago...

The other day I was looking at the calendar on my desk at work, I thought 3rd of June is linked to something but I wasn't sure what is it exactly; and then it hit me...
It's the day when I wrote the following post which was saved as a draft a year ago...I never published it nor shared it with anybody else because at the time I was really depressed and I thought what I wrote would make people who cares about me feel bad.

NOTE. The following doesn't reflects the way I feel now, so don't get emotional :)


Until now, I never shaved my head, break a bone, had a surgery and been stitched in my life...Appearntly I will do it all at once soon...Ironic huh?

3rd of June 2009; This is the day I found out about it and it's the day I wrote this post, but I am not going to publish it yet because most of my family members doesn't know about it yet...I am still trying to find a proper way to tell them.

Going back to a previous post when I had CT scan and the doctor looked at it, I did read the radiologist report and I knew that something didn't look right but I didn't know what was it exactly because I am not familer with medical terms, the doctor said nothing about it expect asking me to have an MRI to get more details.

I went back later to let the Doctor look at my MRI, so I headed to the clinic to have another appointment (that was on 28th of May 2009 I guess) and my appointment was on 3rd of June 2009.

My brother in law has a friend who is a brain surgeon, so he asked me to come with him and meet the doctor (off the record) before my actual appointment with the other doctor...And I accepeted.

He didn't really take a look that day, but he just had a look at the radiologist report then he was like: This is because you spend alot of time on the computer...Etc
Then he said that he'll take the x-rays and look at them at his office, I said OK.
I already had a look at that paper, I knew something was wrong but I didn't know what was it exactly because I am not famillier with medical terms as I said earlier.

On Tuesday 2nd of June, only one day before my appointment with my actual Doctor...I called my sister to ask her what happened and to tell her husband give me my x-rays back...She gave the phone to her husband and he told me that the Doctor (his friend) will be waiting for me in his office tomorrow afternoon.

Next day, it was crazy at work and my brother just visited me...So I asked him to come with me because I thought it will take a while only and it will be hard to find a parking when I comeback to work.

We went together there and we found the Doctor talking with another in the hall way; he saw me and asked us to follow him and we did.

My brother and I were talking all the way while we were following him...
The Dr said: Is this the first time you guys meet?
*We laughed*

We had to wait for awhile because he already has appointments with other patients...

Then he came to us and told us to come in, again my brother and I kept talking while we were following him to his office...He stopped then told us again: Is this the first time you guys meet?
*We laughed again*
We remained silent but while my brother was walking infront of me, I pinched him on the butt and that's when the doctor looked back at us and he was like: Oh, now you can't wait to pinch his butt at home LOL

We went in there, then he made that serious face and told me that he didn't sleep since yesterday morning and that he just performed 3 surgeries so I shouldn't feel bad if he said something unusual...Blah Blah same all same all
Then he said: You have a tumor and it could cause you a sudden death.

20 May 2010

Randomized

Yeeeehaaaaaa....I have no idea why am I excited recently but the important thing...I AM :D
I am back to the photography mood, and been editing photos again however I am not sure I can publish any of them because I have to ask for permission first :D

Did you guys watch the movie Date night?
It's super hilarious :D

Do you like the new blog design? (That was me assuming you've been here before!)

Now execuse me, I am going to dance!