I don't care!

The word "Adi" have many meanings in English such as Normal, I don't care, so what? ..Etc released in Asalah's 2005, Personally I consider this song one of the greatest although many people didn't have a chance to listen to it or they had a bad first impression since the music arrangment was very new in the Arab world.

Song name: Adi (I don't care, so what?)
Song genre: Arab pop
Singer: Asalah
Album: Adi (2005)
Translated by: Bashar (me)

I don't care if we brake a part...
I don't care If I was wounded...
I don't care if I was forgotten...
I don't care if I was in pain...
I don't care if I was in regret...
I don't care if I was tortured...
I don't care about anything wether it was strange thing or not!

Even the one who I used to be in love with, and I thought that I have no life with out being with him...
It's was a matter of time, we have nothing left between us anymore...
And now I consider him a normal person like everybody else!

I am not afraid of my old memories any more because my upcoming future will make me forget my past...
I don't care If my loved person came closer or left away because nothing anymore makes me surprised!

I don't care if I was in pain...
I don't care if I was in regret...
I don't care if I was tortured...
I don't care about anything wether it was strange thing or not!

A step to the top or the bottom?

A step to the top or the bottom?
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I human being is responsible of his life, his children's and family, he desides the class he live and force his family to live, he could take a step to the top or to the bottom and pull down his beloved ones.

RADIANT GUY

Who doesn't like to ride the horses of opportunities and life; he will be ridden like a horse!

Who doesn't like to climb mountains, will spend his whole life in a hole!.

And that's me when I try to be wise LOL

My 18th birthday postcard LOL

My 18th birthday postcard LOL
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I was cleaning my room since the last two months and I am not done yet LOL
I found many stuff I thought I don't have anymore such as my set of Kinder surprise collection LOL
Among the stuff I found, a postcard from my sister on my 18th birthday (6 years ago)...Check out the birthday note above LOL

My Kinder surprise toys!

Kinder surprise toys!
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

Don't worry about me, I don't collect them anymore LOL
So I guess I am mentally healthy :Pp~

I was cleaning my room since the last two months and I am not done yet LOL
I found many stuff I thought I don't have anymore such as my set of Kinder Surprise toys LOL

temporally lost my mind

temporally lost my mind
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I used Momo's prescription and this is the result LOL

I KNOW ...My face expression looks silly but I was scared to brake a hip, a knee or maybe my butt LOL

Photo was taken on my 24th birthday,I guess we all does when you get one year older LOL

Bed time...

Bed time...
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I always keep thinking during the bed time (specially latley) about what I've been through during the day or month or the year or maybe my life, sometimes I keep thinking about what's going around the world, others about my family or friends...I have multiple reasons that keep popping up in my mind preventing me from sleeping...
As a result, I am always late on my work.

Bayya3 Al Ward LOL

Bayya3 Al Ward LOL
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I bought that pants few weeks ago, I was checking it out on the mirror when I noticed it's looks like "Amal Hejazi" music clip LOL
It's very romantic rhythmic song called "Bayya'a Al Ward" (Arabic for the man who sales roses).

MY CD COVER :O

BASHAR
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

If I was a singer, I would use that as my CD cover but you should be grateful that I don't have a good voice LOL

Bashar is my name (Arabic for The deliverer of good/great news).

NEW LAPTOP

NEW LAPTOP
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

I baught that last week and been using it since then...Al always hated laptops because i thought desktops are more powerful specially when you use it for graphics and video editing.
I think this laptop is very powerful.
I didn't get used to the crystal monitor yet, the photos might looks brighter or darker on different kinds of monitors.

Anyway, I am in love :">

Stairs to heaven

Stairs to heaven
Originally uploaded by radiant guy.

She always said "Tell others about your problems/pain so they don't envy you for a perfect life that you don't really have" .

Yesterday 8th of July 2006, my grandmother passed away (my mother's mother), just four weeks after my uncle's death; my mother found out late night and she was crying until today, my brother and I were staying with her for a while, until it's was 3 AM so I went to bed because I had to wake up early for work but I didn't sleep, I was rolling over in bed until morning then I fall a sleep like there is no tomorrow and I skipped work.
My grandmother been through a lot, her husband (unfortunately the law call him my grandfather) used to hit her and to humiliate her but she didn't care because of her children; when they became older she walked away. And later he got married again to a "SLUT" who treated my late uncle (passed away 4 weeks ago when he was 45 years old only) and my youngest aunt very bad.
May their souls rest in peace, probably they already meet each others, he is her only son; they didn't see each others since late 1980s.

Photo is dedicated to my grandmother Zahrah (Arabic for "A flower") 19XX - 2006, my uncle, my friend's mother and all our beloved decedents.