We've been told that there is a sunrise after each sunset, but it's seems we always miss it!
We've been told that there is a light in the end of the tunnel, but we've never reached it!
We've been told when a door closes a window open, BULL SHI*!
My uncle (my mother's little brother) passed away yesterday, he is been through a lot during his short life time…Been treated badly by his step mother, his father, step brothers, step sisters, wife, his other brothers and sisters except my mother!
He is a man with a special need (disabled physically not mentally), no body wanted to be around him, everybody was rejecting him. Been living in our house for the last two years but since the last few months he started to be lonely, sometimes he seemed that he was pushing away some kind of invisible bad people or maybe Devils. (Sent by his witch step mother, YES a witch, it's mentioned in the holly book and I do believe in it although no one saw a ghost and that's only because the science couldn't invent the right equipments yet and probably never will).
Anyway the last two months or so, he preferred to be lonely, he just started to obviate us including my mother (his sister) whose been the closest person in the whole world to him…he was ignoring us and locking his room's door.
We didn't found out that he passed away until few days later when my father was watering the trees and he noticed a weird smell!
Wednesday 7th of June 2006, is the worst day in our life, my mother almost had a nerve breakdown, she can't stop crying since then, she is blaming her self and she thinks that she treated him badly, my sister and brothers seemed hopeless, my father blood sugar increased (diabetes).
Step brother and his wife, two step sister, his father and his step mother (most of them I've never saw in my life) came to our house when they found out trying to tear up like they really care!
Step brother and step sister were disrespecting my mother and that's when I lost my mind and kicked them all out, my (so called) grand father is over 70 maybe 80 or 20010 (who cares?!) was swearing, I told him shut up or I would slap you on the face!
They were fighting us in our own house!
My father, my brother and I were kicking them all out while my sister and mother were trying to prevent us (They didn't want us to perpetrate a crime and lose our furure on bunch os bu** holes), I was extremely furious...Screaming get out of here because rubbish such as you belongs to the street you whor*s!
I mentioned many words I've never did before.
As soon as they all gone, my heart almost popped out of my chest, my body was shaking, I couldn't breath, my vision was gone partially (but never told my family about that and thank god they didn't notice I didn't want to cause more depression), and my legs were paralyzed.
I always have that condition when ever I am really mad or really depressed that's why I try to control my self not to reach that point by making jokes of everything and make others laugh if I could (perhaps some flickrists noticed that through my comments and/or photos descriptions).
No one of my family including my mother (his closest relative) went to the memorial ceremony because we didn't want to make a big scene with the others and we wanted him to rest in peace (at least eventually) :(
Uncle "Mossa" 1961 - 2006 (Arabic for Moses)..
May God mercies him and may his soul rest in peace
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09 June 2006
05 June 2006
DON'T
He wasn't posing here, actually he was trying to stop me LOL
He is my brother but he doesn't look like me at all, they probably changed him with some other kid in the hospital LOL
He is my brother but he doesn't look like me at all, they probably changed him with some other kid in the hospital LOL
Tawti!
Tawti is her language for "Naughty".
She call everybody Tawti as if she were the queen of innocence!
DON'T LET HER FOOL YOU!
She call everybody Tawti as if she were the queen of innocence!
DON'T LET HER FOOL YOU!
21 April 2006
I am lying
I just keep listening to this song all the time 24/7, I am using it as my Message ringtone.
I adore it.
DOWNLOAD the MP3 at 192 KBPS (4shared host)
Song name: Lessa Betis'al? - Akdib (Still asking? - I am lying)
Singer: Diana Haddad
Album: Diana 2006
Lyrics by: Mostafa Morsi
Composed by: Tamer Ashoor
Arranged by: Jean-Marie Riachi
Translated by: Bashar (me)
I am lying when I say that I am sleeping well in the night while you are away of me and while you are mad at me!
I didn't sleep for one night; I beg you return to me immediately!
I feel lonely and tortured...
I have no body around me...
I am tired of being patient...
My love, Are you still wondering about me?
Just see me your self why are you asking others about me?
If you found me barely breathing you can walk away again but if you felt sorry about me just return to me.
I will not tell you what's wrong with me; you will know what I am thinking about and what's wrong with me just when you greet me.
If you found me barely breathing you can walk away again but if you felt sorry about me just return to me.
I adore it.
DOWNLOAD the MP3 at 192 KBPS (4shared host)
Song name: Lessa Betis'al? - Akdib (Still asking? - I am lying)
Singer: Diana Haddad
Album: Diana 2006
Lyrics by: Mostafa Morsi
Composed by: Tamer Ashoor
Arranged by: Jean-Marie Riachi
Translated by: Bashar (me)
I am lying when I say that I am sleeping well in the night while you are away of me and while you are mad at me!
I didn't sleep for one night; I beg you return to me immediately!
I feel lonely and tortured...
I have no body around me...
I am tired of being patient...
My love, Are you still wondering about me?
Just see me your self why are you asking others about me?
If you found me barely breathing you can walk away again but if you felt sorry about me just return to me.
I will not tell you what's wrong with me; you will know what I am thinking about and what's wrong with me just when you greet me.
If you found me barely breathing you can walk away again but if you felt sorry about me just return to me.
22 March 2006
Emotions of a butterfly
It's me as you can see clearly…
I never wear the Kuwaiti uniform ever in my life because it's just make me feel like the queen of butterflies LOL
I spent over half an hour to fix the Ghetra (white scarf on my head), and just keep fixing it every now and then :(
I had to wear it anyway because of work where women can wear whatever they want but men can NOT!
That's why I do NOT love women anymore LOL
I have to shave (second reason to hate women LOL) and go to work now :~(
I never wear the Kuwaiti uniform ever in my life because it's just make me feel like the queen of butterflies LOL
I spent over half an hour to fix the Ghetra (white scarf on my head), and just keep fixing it every now and then :(
I had to wear it anyway because of work where women can wear whatever they want but men can NOT!
That's why I do NOT love women anymore LOL
I have to shave (second reason to hate women LOL) and go to work now :~(
To the tyrants of the world!
On behalf every mother and father who lost a son or a daughter..
On behalf every girl or a guy who lost a brother, a sister or a friend…
On behalf every wife and husband…
On behalf humanity…
On behalf the late civilians in IRAQ and the WORLD.
To the unfair tyrants..
To the lover of the darkness..
To the enemy of life..
You've made fun of innocent people wounds; and your palm covered with their blood
You started deforming the charm of existence and growing seeds of sadness in their land
Wait, don't let the spring, the clearness of the sky and the shine of the morning light to fool you
Because the darkness, the thunder rumble and the blowing of the wind are coming toward you from the horizon
Beware becasue there is a fire underneath the ashWho grow thorns will reaps wounds
You've took off heads of people and the flowers of hope; and watered the sand with blood until it's got drunk!
The blood's river will take you off and you will be burned by the fiery storm!
You can find more translated songs at my MUSIC BLOG
On behalf every girl or a guy who lost a brother, a sister or a friend…
On behalf every wife and husband…
On behalf humanity…
On behalf the late civilians in IRAQ and the WORLD.
To the unfair tyrants..
To the lover of the darkness..
To the enemy of life..
You've made fun of innocent people wounds; and your palm covered with their blood
You started deforming the charm of existence and growing seeds of sadness in their land
Wait, don't let the spring, the clearness of the sky and the shine of the morning light to fool you
Because the darkness, the thunder rumble and the blowing of the wind are coming toward you from the horizon
Beware becasue there is a fire underneath the ashWho grow thorns will reaps wounds
You've took off heads of people and the flowers of hope; and watered the sand with blood until it's got drunk!
The blood's river will take you off and you will be burned by the fiery storm!
You can find more translated songs at my MUSIC BLOG
20 March 2006
To the tyrants of the world
I consider this song one of the greatest patriotic songs if not the greatest ever!
The poem was written by the great poet "Abo AL Qassim Al Shabbi" during the French invasion of Tunisia.
In the year 2002 Latifa decided to sing the poem.
You can see in the attached photo snapshots of the song's video clip.
The translation below might sound stupid in English, but for sure the original Arabic poem is NOT, the song is crowded with figure speeches; it's hard to keep the meanings with out losing the power of the poem during the translation.
DOWNLOAD the MP3 at 128 KBPS the song was never released officially so the audio track is taken from the music video that's why the quality might be low (4 shared host)
Song name: Ela Toghat AL Alaam (To the tyrants of the world)
Song Genre: Patriotic
Singer: Latifa
Lyrics by: Abo Al Qassim Al Shabbi
Composed and Arranged by: Jamal Salamah
Translated by: RADIANT GUY (ME)
To the unfair tyrants..
To the lover of the darkness..
To the enemy of life..
You've made fun of innocent people wounds; and your palm covered with their blood
You kept walking while you were deforming the charm of existence and growing seeds of sadness in their land
Wait, don't let the spring, the clearness of the sky and the shine of the morning light to fool you...
Because the darkness, the thunder rumble and the blowing of the wind are coming toward you from the horizon!
Beware becasue there is a fire underneath the ash; Who grow thorns will reaps wounds!
You've took off heads of people and the flowers of hope; and watered the cure of the sand with blood and tears until it's got drunk!
The blood's river will take you off and you will be burned by the fiery storm!
The poem was written by the great poet "Abo AL Qassim Al Shabbi" during the French invasion of Tunisia.
In the year 2002 Latifa decided to sing the poem.
You can see in the attached photo snapshots of the song's video clip.
The translation below might sound stupid in English, but for sure the original Arabic poem is NOT, the song is crowded with figure speeches; it's hard to keep the meanings with out losing the power of the poem during the translation.
DOWNLOAD the MP3 at 128 KBPS the song was never released officially so the audio track is taken from the music video that's why the quality might be low (4 shared host)
Song name: Ela Toghat AL Alaam (To the tyrants of the world)
Song Genre: Patriotic
Singer: Latifa
Lyrics by: Abo Al Qassim Al Shabbi
Composed and Arranged by: Jamal Salamah
Translated by: RADIANT GUY (ME)
To the unfair tyrants..
To the lover of the darkness..
To the enemy of life..
You've made fun of innocent people wounds; and your palm covered with their blood
You kept walking while you were deforming the charm of existence and growing seeds of sadness in their land
Wait, don't let the spring, the clearness of the sky and the shine of the morning light to fool you...
Because the darkness, the thunder rumble and the blowing of the wind are coming toward you from the horizon!
Beware becasue there is a fire underneath the ash; Who grow thorns will reaps wounds!
You've took off heads of people and the flowers of hope; and watered the cure of the sand with blood and tears until it's got drunk!
The blood's river will take you off and you will be burned by the fiery storm!
18 March 2006
Beat it my bashful tiger
This is my niece; she is 3 and a half years old...She just left with my sister and brother in law to the U.S.A. to perform her third and God willing her last surgery for her little heartHer operation was going to be performed on Tuesday 21st of March 2006, but they had to postponed until Wednesday 22nd of March 2006 because she caught cold :(
06 March 2006
I am a --> GOOD <-- person :~(
Few days ago I was checking someone's photos stream and I commented on his/her photos, That person responded and asked me to add him/her to yahoo messenger.
We had a chat, a very short one then we started talking about music, I suggested to refer some of my favorite songs to that person, and he/she accepted.
So I posted a link of a song and that person thought that I am a hacker and I was trying to mess up with his PC, that's why he/she blocked me on the messenger and flickr, he/she didn't give me any chance to explain.
That made me really sad..
The world is just like a desert, sand and dirt everywhere; yet you can find blooming flowers here and there.
We had a chat, a very short one then we started talking about music, I suggested to refer some of my favorite songs to that person, and he/she accepted.
So I posted a link of a song and that person thought that I am a hacker and I was trying to mess up with his PC, that's why he/she blocked me on the messenger and flickr, he/she didn't give me any chance to explain.
That made me really sad..
The world is just like a desert, sand and dirt everywhere; yet you can find blooming flowers here and there.
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